Thursday, September 22, 2011

I am back home

Free and moving forward. Making life happen as much as possible everyday thinking positive and believing God for miracles. I love God he loves me that's all I really need is His love. yay :)

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Moving forward

It started out with a desire to do something, anything, my dreams, goals, aspirations, my vision, just has to happpen.
I decided to quit my job and move, didn't know for sure where, thought I was going to Georgia, but I am not sure now, I am applying for jobs here, there is a great church here, prophetic culture and great pastor. I have good family here. Redding has also been on my mind.
God has never really lead me to go anywhere it usually kind of just happens when it comes to long distance moves. I am taking steps towards getting somewhere where I am so surrounded by people who love me and connected with my destiny that nothing gets in my way and the ones who surround me see in me what I see in myself and encourage my ideas to be acted on where there is oppurtunity. I am working on producing myself. I am good at a lot of things, I have posted an odd jobs listing on craigstlist in the Salem, OR area for now. I have caved and got food stamps and am applying for medicaid here in Oregon. I have applied for jobs. A bartender job at a eat.drink.watch movies place called cinnebar in Salem. I also applied online for Sears to do loss prevention and have an interview Monday at 3PM. I like Oregon, I went to the state fair today and saw THE BAND PERRY in concert and they were great, I had so much fun. I have started the enrollment process at Chemeketa Community College in Salem. I feel like I am taking baby steps but at least I am taking steps towards being completely independant, meaning responsible for all my own things, bills, assests, etc. I want to do alot of things, dj, music recording,make my music and prdce it,produce others music, be surrounded with good bands and music, ahhhh yeah! I believe what music did for me when I was growing up can be even bigger and better and some people don't know it but music reached deep inside you and touched you, so I see music that I know and bands I know becoming a strong and good influence on kids and all over the world. I want travel the world with bands all to bring hope to this generation and generations to come all over the world. Media is very influencial today and it is growing into this huge influence and makes kids actually live their life differently. I hear sounds all the time and lyrics, I am always singing a song in my head, I am always trying to create music with what I have, which is a lot. I heard this kind of music I had never heard before when I was at church one day it was playing in my head but I hadn't heard anything like it before and I remember it clearly.I have a destiny and the world will change and million will come into encounter with God's love. How ever it will look for sure I don't know but I am starting something. I am picking a fight with anything that comes against me out of the dark pit, God is with me, I win, You win, We win because He is victorious.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Romans 15:5-7

May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Accept one another, then, just as Christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to God.

Romans 15:5-7

Give me faith

EVERYDAY IS DIFFERENT
YET IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME
THE SAME FIGHT OF FAITH
THE SAME LOVE AND GRACE

SOMETIMES THERE'S NOTHING BETTER
SOMETIMES IT SEEMS SO HARD
SOMETIMES I LOOK DOWN
SOMETIMES I CRY AFAR

I SEE BLESSINGS ALL AROUND ME
LOVE BEING POURED OUT
IT'S NOTHING WITHOUT LOVE
I WON'T FORGET HIS CROWN

I CAME BEFORE THE LORD
AND I LOST MYSELF
I LOVE AT LAST
AND I FIND HIM NOW

HOLY IS MY FATHER
HE BRINGS VISIONS AND DREAMS
LOVE AND PROSPERITY
EVERYTHING I NEED

I WILL PRESS ON
FOR HIM TO SEE
HIS WILL BE DONE
IN ALL WHO SEEK

I'VE FOUND MY KING
HE'S HERE WITH ME
I KNOW HIS LOVE
IT COMES WITH MERCY

THE FACE OF GOD
I WANT TO SEE
HIS BEAUITFUL FACE
EVERY DAY

Sorrow to Joy

John 16, your sorrow will turn into joy. Jesus has overcome the world.
Current mood:jolly
The Holy Bible.

John 16
Your Sorrow Will Turn into Joy
16 "A little while, and you will see me no longer; and again a little while, and you will see me." 17 So some of his disciples said to one another, "What is this that he says to us, 'A little while, and you will not see me, and again a little while, and you will see me'; and, 'because I am going to the Father'?" 18 So they were saying, "What does he mean by 'a little while'? We do not know what he is talking about." 19 Jesus knew that they wanted to ask him, so he said to them, "Is this what you are asking yourselves, what I meant by saying, 'A little while and you will not see me, and again a little while and you will see me'? 20 Truly, truly, I say to you, you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will turn into joy. 21 When a woman is giving birth, she has sorrow because her hour has come, but when she has delivered the baby, she no longer remembers the anguish, for joy that a human being has been born into the world. 22 So also you have sorrow now, but I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you. 23 In that day you will ask nothing of me. Truly, truly, I say to you, whatever you ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you. 24 Until now you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full.
I Have Overcome the World
25 "I have said these things to you in figures of speech. The hour is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figures of speech but will tell you plainly about the Father. 26 In that day you will ask in my name, and I do not say to you that I will ask the Father on your behalf; 27 for the Father himself loves you, because you have loved me and have believed that I came from God. 28 I came from the Father and have come into the world, and now I am leaving the world and going to the Father."
29 His disciples said, "Ah, now you are speaking plainly and not using figurative speech! 30 Now we know that you know all things and do not need anyone to question you; this is why we believe that you came from God." 31 Jesus answered them, "Do you now believe? 32 Behold, the hour is coming, indeed it has come, when you will be scattered, each to his own home, and will leave me alone. Yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me. 33 I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world."

Dreams be alive

Don't lose your drive to see you dreams come true. Keep yourself excited about it always. Don't let what other people say get your down and pull the excitement out of you and encourage them to be excited and live out there dreams. Do whatever you can everyday to keep it going. DOn't lose focus on what is happening all arounnd you and don't ever forget God is always in the picture whether you see it or not, He is always there and wants the best thing to happen and that is His plan to prosper you and not to hurt you. Don't forget to encourage others, we all need to give out the love we receive or it's not worth having. God's love is amazing and He pours it out on us. Pour it out on others, maybe they've never seen it yet. Maybe they're waiting for it. Maybe it's you that needs to go for it boldly and make it happen. Just do it.

In all honesty

if you're afraid to tell them the truth,
then how will they ever know

if you never say the words of love,
how will they ever grow

how will they see what's going on
if you don't open they're eyes

how will you love and help them,
if they're not there with their cries

how can He love them,
once they're gone

how can you tell them, what do you say,
2 someone that is spitting in your face,
and calling you names

even when they show you hate,
what do you do, what can you say

maybe,
first, some things need to change

don't ever forget, we're all in this together
He loves us all the same

and don't ever forget,
His love will never change

how could anyone hold on to this,
telling noone of Him in us

just sitting there,
not sharing about the love

even if they don't get it right away,
and their actions stay the same

one day His promise will come true,
and they will see His love like rain