Thursday, September 22, 2011
I am back home
Free and moving forward. Making life happen as much as possible everyday thinking positive and believing God for miracles. I love God he loves me that's all I really need is His love. yay :)
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Moving forward
It started out with a desire to do something, anything, my dreams, goals, aspirations, my vision, just has to happpen.
I decided to quit my job and move, didn't know for sure where, thought I was going to Georgia, but I am not sure now, I am applying for jobs here, there is a great church here, prophetic culture and great pastor. I have good family here. Redding has also been on my mind.
God has never really lead me to go anywhere it usually kind of just happens when it comes to long distance moves. I am taking steps towards getting somewhere where I am so surrounded by people who love me and connected with my destiny that nothing gets in my way and the ones who surround me see in me what I see in myself and encourage my ideas to be acted on where there is oppurtunity. I am working on producing myself. I am good at a lot of things, I have posted an odd jobs listing on craigstlist in the Salem, OR area for now. I have caved and got food stamps and am applying for medicaid here in Oregon. I have applied for jobs. A bartender job at a eat.drink.watch movies place called cinnebar in Salem. I also applied online for Sears to do loss prevention and have an interview Monday at 3PM. I like Oregon, I went to the state fair today and saw THE BAND PERRY in concert and they were great, I had so much fun. I have started the enrollment process at Chemeketa Community College in Salem. I feel like I am taking baby steps but at least I am taking steps towards being completely independant, meaning responsible for all my own things, bills, assests, etc. I want to do alot of things, dj, music recording,make my music and prdce it,produce others music, be surrounded with good bands and music, ahhhh yeah! I believe what music did for me when I was growing up can be even bigger and better and some people don't know it but music reached deep inside you and touched you, so I see music that I know and bands I know becoming a strong and good influence on kids and all over the world. I want travel the world with bands all to bring hope to this generation and generations to come all over the world. Media is very influencial today and it is growing into this huge influence and makes kids actually live their life differently. I hear sounds all the time and lyrics, I am always singing a song in my head, I am always trying to create music with what I have, which is a lot. I heard this kind of music I had never heard before when I was at church one day it was playing in my head but I hadn't heard anything like it before and I remember it clearly.I have a destiny and the world will change and million will come into encounter with God's love. How ever it will look for sure I don't know but I am starting something. I am picking a fight with anything that comes against me out of the dark pit, God is with me, I win, You win, We win because He is victorious.
I decided to quit my job and move, didn't know for sure where, thought I was going to Georgia, but I am not sure now, I am applying for jobs here, there is a great church here, prophetic culture and great pastor. I have good family here. Redding has also been on my mind.
God has never really lead me to go anywhere it usually kind of just happens when it comes to long distance moves. I am taking steps towards getting somewhere where I am so surrounded by people who love me and connected with my destiny that nothing gets in my way and the ones who surround me see in me what I see in myself and encourage my ideas to be acted on where there is oppurtunity. I am working on producing myself. I am good at a lot of things, I have posted an odd jobs listing on craigstlist in the Salem, OR area for now. I have caved and got food stamps and am applying for medicaid here in Oregon. I have applied for jobs. A bartender job at a eat.drink.watch movies place called cinnebar in Salem. I also applied online for Sears to do loss prevention and have an interview Monday at 3PM. I like Oregon, I went to the state fair today and saw THE BAND PERRY in concert and they were great, I had so much fun. I have started the enrollment process at Chemeketa Community College in Salem. I feel like I am taking baby steps but at least I am taking steps towards being completely independant, meaning responsible for all my own things, bills, assests, etc. I want to do alot of things, dj, music recording,make my music and prdce it,produce others music, be surrounded with good bands and music, ahhhh yeah! I believe what music did for me when I was growing up can be even bigger and better and some people don't know it but music reached deep inside you and touched you, so I see music that I know and bands I know becoming a strong and good influence on kids and all over the world. I want travel the world with bands all to bring hope to this generation and generations to come all over the world. Media is very influencial today and it is growing into this huge influence and makes kids actually live their life differently. I hear sounds all the time and lyrics, I am always singing a song in my head, I am always trying to create music with what I have, which is a lot. I heard this kind of music I had never heard before when I was at church one day it was playing in my head but I hadn't heard anything like it before and I remember it clearly.I have a destiny and the world will change and million will come into encounter with God's love. How ever it will look for sure I don't know but I am starting something. I am picking a fight with anything that comes against me out of the dark pit, God is with me, I win, You win, We win because He is victorious.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Romans 15:5-7
May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Accept one another, then, just as Christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to God.
Romans 15:5-7
Romans 15:5-7
Give me faith
EVERYDAY IS DIFFERENT
YET IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME
THE SAME FIGHT OF FAITH
THE SAME LOVE AND GRACE
SOMETIMES THERE'S NOTHING BETTER
SOMETIMES IT SEEMS SO HARD
SOMETIMES I LOOK DOWN
SOMETIMES I CRY AFAR
I SEE BLESSINGS ALL AROUND ME
LOVE BEING POURED OUT
IT'S NOTHING WITHOUT LOVE
I WON'T FORGET HIS CROWN
I CAME BEFORE THE LORD
AND I LOST MYSELF
I LOVE AT LAST
AND I FIND HIM NOW
HOLY IS MY FATHER
HE BRINGS VISIONS AND DREAMS
LOVE AND PROSPERITY
EVERYTHING I NEED
I WILL PRESS ON
FOR HIM TO SEE
HIS WILL BE DONE
IN ALL WHO SEEK
I'VE FOUND MY KING
HE'S HERE WITH ME
I KNOW HIS LOVE
IT COMES WITH MERCY
THE FACE OF GOD
I WANT TO SEE
HIS BEAUITFUL FACE
EVERY DAY
YET IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME
THE SAME FIGHT OF FAITH
THE SAME LOVE AND GRACE
SOMETIMES THERE'S NOTHING BETTER
SOMETIMES IT SEEMS SO HARD
SOMETIMES I LOOK DOWN
SOMETIMES I CRY AFAR
I SEE BLESSINGS ALL AROUND ME
LOVE BEING POURED OUT
IT'S NOTHING WITHOUT LOVE
I WON'T FORGET HIS CROWN
I CAME BEFORE THE LORD
AND I LOST MYSELF
I LOVE AT LAST
AND I FIND HIM NOW
HOLY IS MY FATHER
HE BRINGS VISIONS AND DREAMS
LOVE AND PROSPERITY
EVERYTHING I NEED
I WILL PRESS ON
FOR HIM TO SEE
HIS WILL BE DONE
IN ALL WHO SEEK
I'VE FOUND MY KING
HE'S HERE WITH ME
I KNOW HIS LOVE
IT COMES WITH MERCY
THE FACE OF GOD
I WANT TO SEE
HIS BEAUITFUL FACE
EVERY DAY
Sorrow to Joy
John 16, your sorrow will turn into joy. Jesus has overcome the world.
Current mood:jolly
The Holy Bible.
John 16
Your Sorrow Will Turn into Joy
16 "A little while, and you will see me no longer; and again a little while, and you will see me." 17 So some of his disciples said to one another, "What is this that he says to us, 'A little while, and you will not see me, and again a little while, and you will see me'; and, 'because I am going to the Father'?" 18 So they were saying, "What does he mean by 'a little while'? We do not know what he is talking about." 19 Jesus knew that they wanted to ask him, so he said to them, "Is this what you are asking yourselves, what I meant by saying, 'A little while and you will not see me, and again a little while and you will see me'? 20 Truly, truly, I say to you, you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will turn into joy. 21 When a woman is giving birth, she has sorrow because her hour has come, but when she has delivered the baby, she no longer remembers the anguish, for joy that a human being has been born into the world. 22 So also you have sorrow now, but I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you. 23 In that day you will ask nothing of me. Truly, truly, I say to you, whatever you ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you. 24 Until now you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full.
I Have Overcome the World
25 "I have said these things to you in figures of speech. The hour is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figures of speech but will tell you plainly about the Father. 26 In that day you will ask in my name, and I do not say to you that I will ask the Father on your behalf; 27 for the Father himself loves you, because you have loved me and have believed that I came from God. 28 I came from the Father and have come into the world, and now I am leaving the world and going to the Father."
29 His disciples said, "Ah, now you are speaking plainly and not using figurative speech! 30 Now we know that you know all things and do not need anyone to question you; this is why we believe that you came from God." 31 Jesus answered them, "Do you now believe? 32 Behold, the hour is coming, indeed it has come, when you will be scattered, each to his own home, and will leave me alone. Yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me. 33 I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world."
Current mood:jolly
The Holy Bible.
John 16
Your Sorrow Will Turn into Joy
16 "A little while, and you will see me no longer; and again a little while, and you will see me." 17 So some of his disciples said to one another, "What is this that he says to us, 'A little while, and you will not see me, and again a little while, and you will see me'; and, 'because I am going to the Father'?" 18 So they were saying, "What does he mean by 'a little while'? We do not know what he is talking about." 19 Jesus knew that they wanted to ask him, so he said to them, "Is this what you are asking yourselves, what I meant by saying, 'A little while and you will not see me, and again a little while and you will see me'? 20 Truly, truly, I say to you, you will weep and lament, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will turn into joy. 21 When a woman is giving birth, she has sorrow because her hour has come, but when she has delivered the baby, she no longer remembers the anguish, for joy that a human being has been born into the world. 22 So also you have sorrow now, but I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you. 23 In that day you will ask nothing of me. Truly, truly, I say to you, whatever you ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you. 24 Until now you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full.
I Have Overcome the World
25 "I have said these things to you in figures of speech. The hour is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figures of speech but will tell you plainly about the Father. 26 In that day you will ask in my name, and I do not say to you that I will ask the Father on your behalf; 27 for the Father himself loves you, because you have loved me and have believed that I came from God. 28 I came from the Father and have come into the world, and now I am leaving the world and going to the Father."
29 His disciples said, "Ah, now you are speaking plainly and not using figurative speech! 30 Now we know that you know all things and do not need anyone to question you; this is why we believe that you came from God." 31 Jesus answered them, "Do you now believe? 32 Behold, the hour is coming, indeed it has come, when you will be scattered, each to his own home, and will leave me alone. Yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me. 33 I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world."
Dreams be alive
Don't lose your drive to see you dreams come true. Keep yourself excited about it always. Don't let what other people say get your down and pull the excitement out of you and encourage them to be excited and live out there dreams. Do whatever you can everyday to keep it going. DOn't lose focus on what is happening all arounnd you and don't ever forget God is always in the picture whether you see it or not, He is always there and wants the best thing to happen and that is His plan to prosper you and not to hurt you. Don't forget to encourage others, we all need to give out the love we receive or it's not worth having. God's love is amazing and He pours it out on us. Pour it out on others, maybe they've never seen it yet. Maybe they're waiting for it. Maybe it's you that needs to go for it boldly and make it happen. Just do it.
In all honesty
if you're afraid to tell them the truth,
then how will they ever know
if you never say the words of love,
how will they ever grow
how will they see what's going on
if you don't open they're eyes
how will you love and help them,
if they're not there with their cries
how can He love them,
once they're gone
how can you tell them, what do you say,
2 someone that is spitting in your face,
and calling you names
even when they show you hate,
what do you do, what can you say
maybe,
first, some things need to change
don't ever forget, we're all in this together
He loves us all the same
and don't ever forget,
His love will never change
how could anyone hold on to this,
telling noone of Him in us
just sitting there,
not sharing about the love
even if they don't get it right away,
and their actions stay the same
one day His promise will come true,
and they will see His love like rain
then how will they ever know
if you never say the words of love,
how will they ever grow
how will they see what's going on
if you don't open they're eyes
how will you love and help them,
if they're not there with their cries
how can He love them,
once they're gone
how can you tell them, what do you say,
2 someone that is spitting in your face,
and calling you names
even when they show you hate,
what do you do, what can you say
maybe,
first, some things need to change
don't ever forget, we're all in this together
He loves us all the same
and don't ever forget,
His love will never change
how could anyone hold on to this,
telling noone of Him in us
just sitting there,
not sharing about the love
even if they don't get it right away,
and their actions stay the same
one day His promise will come true,
and they will see His love like rain
Bear was me
So I had this dream that recently, this bear was chasing me, that bear was really scary and I ran away for miles it seemed. I finally just stopped, the bear stopped and went up on it's hind legs and began to intimidate me but I pulled out my 45 and shot it in the belly and it fell to the ground and got sucked into this abyss that looked like hell might look. I began to think maybe that bear was something that is really there in my life maybe that bear means something and isn't just a bear. Maybe it a fear. I woke feeling victorious and the bear is now dead and so is that fear of accepting myself and loving myself for who I am. I finally like myself and I love myself. The bear was me. It seemed so scary to fight that bear but the gun I shot the bear with was golden and it came with grace, mercy, and healing. I accept who God created me to be and now I see the truth is that I need Him everyday. Get that, I wish I would've known all along.
:-)
I'm 21, I have no car, I'm about $5,000 in debt, I live with my Dad and I'm gonna get married someday. Right now I have nothing to support a wife with or even myself barely but someday I still see someone in my life and they're gonna be so amazing whoever they are and I'm going to love like my Daddy loved my Mommy but even better then that.
I've cried many tears over my parents splitting up. It ruined me for so long. I was so depressed for so many years. Seeing my Dad on his knees begging her to stay asking her not to step out on him again. All this pain I've kept inside is finally coming out and it isn't easy. So many tears I could cry for the rest of my life but somehow this supernatural joy steps in, and the holy spirit brings joy even when I have so much pain and hurt in my heart deep down inside for so many years. My life was ruined by this, this one thing that will not happen to me, my God is so much bigger and loves so much better then I ever could and He gives me that and allows me to love in the same way. Not a perfect love likes his but one that will knock the socks off my parents relationship for sure.
I have had so many breakthroughs that came on so strong like a ton of bricks coming to my chest then floating away into heaven and onto Jesus shoulders/ he loves me that much to take my pain and whatever happened in the past seems just a memory. It's like I was never affected at all. Jesus' love is so amazing to me everyday I receive this love from Him and I don't even know why He loves me so much but I know He does and obviously chose to. That's why I thank God for His undying, unconditional, perfect, love. My Dad is an amazing man that even though His wife hurt Him so badly and murdered his heart, He still stuck by her side for the kids, for the love he has is like many can't say they've seen I'm sure. Not exactly a smart thing to do but who can judge Him for loving his kids so much and staying here with us no matter what, always for the kids. This boggles my mind. I don't understand it. Who can understand love fully though. I know love! I know God! He has taught me what love means and what it looks like. Now I know what to look for and what I need in a women, not what I was looking for. I need a real women, not a childish immature, all for me kind of girl. I need someone who chooses to love me every day when she wakes up whether I am right there with her or not. I need pure at heart women with skills in dealing with me. Obviously that says a lot, she is gonna have to know ME first before she can do that. Not the old me or what she heard about my past, the me that i am right now and am becoming. I am a very loving man, I don't yell and if I do it's for a good reason, I love kids very much, I want four or five, who knows, maybe six. I love music. I like bright colors so any babies rooms will be bright colored if I can help it. I don't like video games. :( haha. I suck at them! I like some movies if they're really good ones. I love comedy, I'll sit through a romantic girlie movie, I like most action movies. I don't like scary movies very much because they freak me out, I'm not a wuss though. When I tell a kid what to do they usually listen to me and if they don't they gonna get it. I give them a chance to obey then I rebuke them or punish them swiftly and with ease of love. I will teach my children good morals from the day they're born. Church every Sunday. Sunday school. Jesus everyday. Holy rolling before bed... jk. haha. God will be the center of our relationship and our relations with our kids. Even if it gets tough, that's when tough love sets in. Love doesn't always look like a kiss and a hug, sometimes we must rebuke the ones we love to love them. Oh, my wife will have to have lots of patience. I am going to be a pastor someday and waiting on and serving many hearts and lives. So, be proud of us and like what we do or you might not be the one for me. You'll most likely be on the worship team with me leading at some point but I don't see us doing that full time, so not every Sunday, but who knows. It takes me a bit to wake up in the morning so you'll have time to shower if and get me out of bed so I can shower. I like a bath every once in a while. Not often though. I want to get a hot tub. I want to have a pool and a large house, lots of room for the kiddies. A van of course. A truck. And, we'll probably have a fast sports car sitting in my drive way that I will drive around, not that often though, but we'll see. I want an mazda rx-8 someday. We'll see about that though. I like old cars too. Mustangs, road runners and gto's. I am already loosing my hair so don't count on it being on my head too much longer by 40 i'm sure i'll have none around the upper edges. by 50, well, you can see pictures of my Dad when he was 50. I will love you until you're old and grey and wrinkly. We'll have our down times but always seek the Lord for your help in any mess or trouble. Sometimes I like to have my time where I can do my thing which will most likely be playing music, guitar, drums, or recording music. I sometimes spend money I shouldn't so watch me closely or just deal with the money yourself :-). I'm sure that weakness will become a strength once I get out of debt though. I like eating breakfast that is prepared for me I like making it myself too so we can take turns. I like eating lunch at home and I like making dinner and then doing the dishes right after. Then a movie. Our kiddos will bring their plates to the sink and rinse them off after using them. I want to stay right here and live here. I love this place. I would love to have a cabin on the river or by a lake, that would be cool. I would love to see my kids graduate before I reach double nickels. I have a sense of humor that for some people takes some gettin' to. Hopefully not for you. I communicate well most of the time and hopefully we communicate everything well, even the hard things to say. We're gonna make a good team, our kids can and probably will play sports. Whatever sports they want to play. I like soccer and basketball. I like football too. I wanna know everything about you, I want to know about your mommy and you daddy, what they taught you about life, what they brought you up watching on T.V., where you've lived all your life, where you went to church, hopefully you go to mine. I love having fun, I love being a kid and being myself, I'm goofy sometimes. I love going to the beach. I love going to the river in the summer. I love kickin' back and doing nothing sometimes. You're gonna be an amazing wife and an amazing Mom! You will be by my side and with me on al decisions I make and support me and box my ears when I'm being hard headed and won't listen. You're someone special and just knowing your my lady, A lady for God in my life to love me and be by my side, and that we are in love until the death do us part makes me smile really big. It's a really great feeling. To have the Lord lead us as we live our lives for God and knowing God's love will help us through anything always. We are gonna be so strong and if either of us are weak at times we know where to turn always, to the Lord for strength and love and purpose and direction. I'm excited already just thinking about you. I will be patient and wait though for someone so gawesome. Great things take time to manifest and for love and the right lady in my life I will wait until I know for sure and never will I show this to anyone but you. This is to you my love with my dedication and commitment to us and to loving each other. We are gonna do so much together as we love each other. It's gonna be great!
I love you!
Kevin Joel Jaeger
I've cried many tears over my parents splitting up. It ruined me for so long. I was so depressed for so many years. Seeing my Dad on his knees begging her to stay asking her not to step out on him again. All this pain I've kept inside is finally coming out and it isn't easy. So many tears I could cry for the rest of my life but somehow this supernatural joy steps in, and the holy spirit brings joy even when I have so much pain and hurt in my heart deep down inside for so many years. My life was ruined by this, this one thing that will not happen to me, my God is so much bigger and loves so much better then I ever could and He gives me that and allows me to love in the same way. Not a perfect love likes his but one that will knock the socks off my parents relationship for sure.
I have had so many breakthroughs that came on so strong like a ton of bricks coming to my chest then floating away into heaven and onto Jesus shoulders/ he loves me that much to take my pain and whatever happened in the past seems just a memory. It's like I was never affected at all. Jesus' love is so amazing to me everyday I receive this love from Him and I don't even know why He loves me so much but I know He does and obviously chose to. That's why I thank God for His undying, unconditional, perfect, love. My Dad is an amazing man that even though His wife hurt Him so badly and murdered his heart, He still stuck by her side for the kids, for the love he has is like many can't say they've seen I'm sure. Not exactly a smart thing to do but who can judge Him for loving his kids so much and staying here with us no matter what, always for the kids. This boggles my mind. I don't understand it. Who can understand love fully though. I know love! I know God! He has taught me what love means and what it looks like. Now I know what to look for and what I need in a women, not what I was looking for. I need a real women, not a childish immature, all for me kind of girl. I need someone who chooses to love me every day when she wakes up whether I am right there with her or not. I need pure at heart women with skills in dealing with me. Obviously that says a lot, she is gonna have to know ME first before she can do that. Not the old me or what she heard about my past, the me that i am right now and am becoming. I am a very loving man, I don't yell and if I do it's for a good reason, I love kids very much, I want four or five, who knows, maybe six. I love music. I like bright colors so any babies rooms will be bright colored if I can help it. I don't like video games. :( haha. I suck at them! I like some movies if they're really good ones. I love comedy, I'll sit through a romantic girlie movie, I like most action movies. I don't like scary movies very much because they freak me out, I'm not a wuss though. When I tell a kid what to do they usually listen to me and if they don't they gonna get it. I give them a chance to obey then I rebuke them or punish them swiftly and with ease of love. I will teach my children good morals from the day they're born. Church every Sunday. Sunday school. Jesus everyday. Holy rolling before bed... jk. haha. God will be the center of our relationship and our relations with our kids. Even if it gets tough, that's when tough love sets in. Love doesn't always look like a kiss and a hug, sometimes we must rebuke the ones we love to love them. Oh, my wife will have to have lots of patience. I am going to be a pastor someday and waiting on and serving many hearts and lives. So, be proud of us and like what we do or you might not be the one for me. You'll most likely be on the worship team with me leading at some point but I don't see us doing that full time, so not every Sunday, but who knows. It takes me a bit to wake up in the morning so you'll have time to shower if and get me out of bed so I can shower. I like a bath every once in a while. Not often though. I want to get a hot tub. I want to have a pool and a large house, lots of room for the kiddies. A van of course. A truck. And, we'll probably have a fast sports car sitting in my drive way that I will drive around, not that often though, but we'll see. I want an mazda rx-8 someday. We'll see about that though. I like old cars too. Mustangs, road runners and gto's. I am already loosing my hair so don't count on it being on my head too much longer by 40 i'm sure i'll have none around the upper edges. by 50, well, you can see pictures of my Dad when he was 50. I will love you until you're old and grey and wrinkly. We'll have our down times but always seek the Lord for your help in any mess or trouble. Sometimes I like to have my time where I can do my thing which will most likely be playing music, guitar, drums, or recording music. I sometimes spend money I shouldn't so watch me closely or just deal with the money yourself :-). I'm sure that weakness will become a strength once I get out of debt though. I like eating breakfast that is prepared for me I like making it myself too so we can take turns. I like eating lunch at home and I like making dinner and then doing the dishes right after. Then a movie. Our kiddos will bring their plates to the sink and rinse them off after using them. I want to stay right here and live here. I love this place. I would love to have a cabin on the river or by a lake, that would be cool. I would love to see my kids graduate before I reach double nickels. I have a sense of humor that for some people takes some gettin' to. Hopefully not for you. I communicate well most of the time and hopefully we communicate everything well, even the hard things to say. We're gonna make a good team, our kids can and probably will play sports. Whatever sports they want to play. I like soccer and basketball. I like football too. I wanna know everything about you, I want to know about your mommy and you daddy, what they taught you about life, what they brought you up watching on T.V., where you've lived all your life, where you went to church, hopefully you go to mine. I love having fun, I love being a kid and being myself, I'm goofy sometimes. I love going to the beach. I love going to the river in the summer. I love kickin' back and doing nothing sometimes. You're gonna be an amazing wife and an amazing Mom! You will be by my side and with me on al decisions I make and support me and box my ears when I'm being hard headed and won't listen. You're someone special and just knowing your my lady, A lady for God in my life to love me and be by my side, and that we are in love until the death do us part makes me smile really big. It's a really great feeling. To have the Lord lead us as we live our lives for God and knowing God's love will help us through anything always. We are gonna be so strong and if either of us are weak at times we know where to turn always, to the Lord for strength and love and purpose and direction. I'm excited already just thinking about you. I will be patient and wait though for someone so gawesome. Great things take time to manifest and for love and the right lady in my life I will wait until I know for sure and never will I show this to anyone but you. This is to you my love with my dedication and commitment to us and to loving each other. We are gonna do so much together as we love each other. It's gonna be great!
I love you!
Kevin Joel Jaeger
Sunlight
05-21-2008
Sitting on my roof praying, I asked God to bring sunshine through the clouds on a dreary day as a sign of his love and testimony and he did it. Sun light came through the clouds right over me. Amazing!
Sitting on my roof praying, I asked God to bring sunshine through the clouds on a dreary day as a sign of his love and testimony and he did it. Sun light came through the clouds right over me. Amazing!
Indo
Indonesia.
I plan on going to Indonesia in about a year or less. I want to travel around the islands of Bali, Nusa Lembongin, Lombok, and Gili. Those aren't set in stone but that is what I want to do. I have wanted to go back for a while now. To see what is happening in the land over there is less then what Jesus would have for His people. I want to bring back what has been taken from them in Jesus' name. I can only do so much on my own and I plan on making this a journey of a lifetime and I plan on returning there may times always bringing something that is needed for God's people, He has delivered some from the darkness already and there are churches in certain places. To go there you must meet someone that is a Christian. I met someone in 2006, that would be the man to lead us there. They have an amazing worship service and blessing of love are poured out. It's amazing what God is already doing over there and I want to be a part of it and for a good reason. They need me over there and God does too. I've known this since the summer of 2006, when I saw the distraught, diseased, dark skinned Indonesian's suffering. They need our help and they need to be shown God's love. Some of them have never even had ice cream, most of us Americans can have ice cream any day. Most of them can't afford it. Some are sea weed farmers that make so little. Most can't afford to be healthy and eat well.
Some of the fun times I had in Indonesia:
I would have to say the most fun I ad was playing the best soccer game ever. There must have been about 30 or 40 kids playing with us and they were having even more fun then we were kicking our butts at soccer or as they call it, "foot ball." Also, just getting into the warm waters and snorkeling and seeing the amazing coral reefs and the beautiful ocean life was a sight to open my eyes. I had never seen the beauty of the ocean, only on t.v. It was a sight!
I want to return to Indonesia with a good plan, itinerary, and God's love and presence with me. I want to see God move in Indonesia, like a beautiful ocean fish swimming freely through the water wherever it wants to swim and have all it needs to eat and all it needs to be alive. God's love needs us. Bring Jesus to Indonesia and disciple that nation with God's blessings of love and charity and prosperity, even if it takes years for great big things to happen. Even when we don't see it, the Holy Spirit is moving there already and to plant more seeds and to give more love so that it may prosper and be abundant there is amazing. Offerings of love and service always stay in there hearts. In Jesus' name
I plan on going to Indonesia in about a year or less. I want to travel around the islands of Bali, Nusa Lembongin, Lombok, and Gili. Those aren't set in stone but that is what I want to do. I have wanted to go back for a while now. To see what is happening in the land over there is less then what Jesus would have for His people. I want to bring back what has been taken from them in Jesus' name. I can only do so much on my own and I plan on making this a journey of a lifetime and I plan on returning there may times always bringing something that is needed for God's people, He has delivered some from the darkness already and there are churches in certain places. To go there you must meet someone that is a Christian. I met someone in 2006, that would be the man to lead us there. They have an amazing worship service and blessing of love are poured out. It's amazing what God is already doing over there and I want to be a part of it and for a good reason. They need me over there and God does too. I've known this since the summer of 2006, when I saw the distraught, diseased, dark skinned Indonesian's suffering. They need our help and they need to be shown God's love. Some of them have never even had ice cream, most of us Americans can have ice cream any day. Most of them can't afford it. Some are sea weed farmers that make so little. Most can't afford to be healthy and eat well.
Some of the fun times I had in Indonesia:
I would have to say the most fun I ad was playing the best soccer game ever. There must have been about 30 or 40 kids playing with us and they were having even more fun then we were kicking our butts at soccer or as they call it, "foot ball." Also, just getting into the warm waters and snorkeling and seeing the amazing coral reefs and the beautiful ocean life was a sight to open my eyes. I had never seen the beauty of the ocean, only on t.v. It was a sight!
I want to return to Indonesia with a good plan, itinerary, and God's love and presence with me. I want to see God move in Indonesia, like a beautiful ocean fish swimming freely through the water wherever it wants to swim and have all it needs to eat and all it needs to be alive. God's love needs us. Bring Jesus to Indonesia and disciple that nation with God's blessings of love and charity and prosperity, even if it takes years for great big things to happen. Even when we don't see it, the Holy Spirit is moving there already and to plant more seeds and to give more love so that it may prosper and be abundant there is amazing. Offerings of love and service always stay in there hearts. In Jesus' name
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